Friday, August 26, 2016

Something Tells Me I Am Going To Love Him Forever



My Love For You Is Empowering


Being pregnant is an amazing time for me! Now, after having a baby, trying to heal, finding the energy I once had, now that is not so wonderful! 

Yes there were weeks near the end that I had to crawl around our apartment because my hips hurt so bad. And many nights laying on the bathroom floor nauseous and throwing up or having such bad contractions with false labor. With Jeff so busy with school I wouldn't want to wake him but after a couple hours he usually found me and would accompany me on the bathroom floor and rub my back or hold my hair while I leaned over the toilet. 
Haha..... I know this makes pregnancy sound horrible, but somehow God helps us forget these times and feels us with such excitement and joy when their little bodies move inside us and as we watch our bellies grow and grow! 


               Your Part of Me My Little One

I truly believe that as soon as their little heart grows and begins beating their sweet little spirits join their bodies! And like magic their spirit's personality influences me! I LOVE getting to know them, even before they are born!


A Little Piece Of Heaven On Earth

My pregnancy with Emmett was so different that with Fynn! With Emmett I thrived on attention and having people always around, I was louder and excited. I made Jeff take so many more pictures of my pregnant belly. Haha, I posted so much more about my pregnancy on facebook. Now knowing Emmett this is his personality to a T! He loves to joke and have people watch him and is loud. He loves attention and thrives on people acknowledging his new learned skills by clapping and saying words such as "Good Job." 

With Fynn's pregnancy I was much calmer, peaceful! I was happy and content watching my belly grow without showing the outside world. I loved keeping it more private, like it made these moments more special in some way! I pondered more and soaked in the quiet times! My little Fynn, from his first day in the hospital until now, 6 months later has been a very peaceful happy little boy! He doesn't throw fits unless he is in pain! He will sit back and watch happily, but if you make eye contact he will give you the sweetest biggest grin! 


Your First Breath Will Take Ours Away